Life is strange...and complicated

I haven't posted in a while which isn't like me.  I just have had a lot on my mind.  Stress really gets to me...ok it gets to everyone.  The good news is that I have been able to get some writing done.  I'm so frustrated with a lot of decisions I've made lately that it's just sometimes pretty tough to make it through a lot of days.  I'm glad I realized my wrongdoing.  I'll update more later.  I just thought I'd let those who read my blog know what is going on when I don't post.