and a new set
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Sharon Icons
Here are some icons of Sharon Den Adel the lead singer of Within Temptation.
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On the Inside
I would like to say that I'm doing better now. I'm just me all the time anyway. I've noticed how much I have changed over the past year, everything that has changed me. I've finally stopped outrunning myself. I'm finally becoming myself. Everything in my life affects me in someway whether it helps me get better or only makes things worse. I'm just living my life. It's all I can do but live my life today and not live for something that doesn't exist yet.
The past week hasn't been easy. Some people have judged and certainly misjudged me. I wish people would get to know me before they make assumptions that I'm some bitchy, manipulative lunatic. Some things that happened were immaturity. I won't say I'm an adult 100% of the time because I'm not but it was so hard to walk away from what was said and not tell this person to shut up because they don't know me. Yes I'm not perfect, no one is. I mean I've nearly lost a friend this week because I got upset and didn't think before I speak. And she's such a good friend and it makes me happy to have thought things out because she's been there for me. I'm glad I could think and realize yeah I was stupid. If I tried I could probably rant about everything that has pissed me off lately. Some things have more grated at my nerves than pissed me off but still I got mad. I want to rant...hell I want to scream. I can't stand being treated that way. I am so sick of being picked on by people who do not know me it really isn't funny. I have normally been the target for that treatment since I was 13 and now I won't stand for it. Now if you like me that's great and if you don't it's your loss. I'm not wasting my time on people who are just going to treat me like shit. If you don't like me then I just don't care anymore. I care more about being true to who I am. I'm a bit complicated but I am first and always myself.
This song by Daughtry has really given me some insight into myself it's called "On the Inside"
Your life is like a crack in the mirror
7 years of bad luck it ain't getting better now
Not till all is said and done
Reflection in the window is the same old face
Background small town everywhere you look around
Tell me what you're runnin from
Flip a coin and let it land in your hand
Heads you gonna stay but its tails
So you can move to another town
Hide where you're sure you wont be found
But its still just you on the inside
You can pretend it'll be alright
Said it to yourself but you know its just a lie
Cause its still just you on the inside
Still you on the inside...
Nothin faster than the speed of your leavin
A hundred miles an hour and there ain't no slowin down
But you can't outrun yourself
Hey you can say you fit in like a joker in the deck
But now you're skipping like a broken record goin round
you're the last to ask for help
You flip a coin and let it land in your hand
Heads you gonna stay but its tails
So you can move to another town
Hide where you're sure you wont be found
But its still just you on the inside
You can't pretend it'll be alright
Said it to yourself but you know its just a lie
Cause its still just you on the inside
Still you on the inside
Its never really been a question of how far
And at the end of every destination there you are
You can move to another town
Hide where you're sure you won't be found
But its still just you on the inside
You can pretend it will be alright
No matter how you sell it
When you tell it its a lie
Cause its still just you on the inside
Still you on the inside (You can go
and change and to me you'll always be the same)
Still you on the inside (You can try
and run and know you'll always be
the same inside)
Still you on the inside (You can go
and change and to me you'll always be the same)
Still you on the inside (You can try
and run and know you'll always be
the same inside)
Still you on the inside.
The past week hasn't been easy. Some people have judged and certainly misjudged me. I wish people would get to know me before they make assumptions that I'm some bitchy, manipulative lunatic. Some things that happened were immaturity. I won't say I'm an adult 100% of the time because I'm not but it was so hard to walk away from what was said and not tell this person to shut up because they don't know me. Yes I'm not perfect, no one is. I mean I've nearly lost a friend this week because I got upset and didn't think before I speak. And she's such a good friend and it makes me happy to have thought things out because she's been there for me. I'm glad I could think and realize yeah I was stupid. If I tried I could probably rant about everything that has pissed me off lately. Some things have more grated at my nerves than pissed me off but still I got mad. I want to rant...hell I want to scream. I can't stand being treated that way. I am so sick of being picked on by people who do not know me it really isn't funny. I have normally been the target for that treatment since I was 13 and now I won't stand for it. Now if you like me that's great and if you don't it's your loss. I'm not wasting my time on people who are just going to treat me like shit. If you don't like me then I just don't care anymore. I care more about being true to who I am. I'm a bit complicated but I am first and always myself.
This song by Daughtry has really given me some insight into myself it's called "On the Inside"
Your life is like a crack in the mirror
7 years of bad luck it ain't getting better now
Not till all is said and done
Reflection in the window is the same old face
Background small town everywhere you look around
Tell me what you're runnin from
Flip a coin and let it land in your hand
Heads you gonna stay but its tails
So you can move to another town
Hide where you're sure you wont be found
But its still just you on the inside
You can pretend it'll be alright
Said it to yourself but you know its just a lie
Cause its still just you on the inside
Still you on the inside...
Nothin faster than the speed of your leavin
A hundred miles an hour and there ain't no slowin down
But you can't outrun yourself
Hey you can say you fit in like a joker in the deck
But now you're skipping like a broken record goin round
you're the last to ask for help
You flip a coin and let it land in your hand
Heads you gonna stay but its tails
So you can move to another town
Hide where you're sure you wont be found
But its still just you on the inside
You can't pretend it'll be alright
Said it to yourself but you know its just a lie
Cause its still just you on the inside
Still you on the inside
Its never really been a question of how far
And at the end of every destination there you are
You can move to another town
Hide where you're sure you won't be found
But its still just you on the inside
You can pretend it will be alright
No matter how you sell it
When you tell it its a lie
Cause its still just you on the inside
Still you on the inside (You can go
and change and to me you'll always be the same)
Still you on the inside (You can try
and run and know you'll always be
the same inside)
Still you on the inside (You can go
and change and to me you'll always be the same)
Still you on the inside (You can try
and run and know you'll always be
the same inside)
Still you on the inside.
Monday, September 14, 2009
Life is strange...and complicated
I haven't posted in a while which isn't like me. I just have had a lot on my mind. Stress really gets to me...ok it gets to everyone. The good news is that I have been able to get some writing done. I'm so frustrated with a lot of decisions I've made lately that it's just sometimes pretty tough to make it through a lot of days. I'm glad I realized my wrongdoing. I'll update more later. I just thought I'd let those who read my blog know what is going on when I don't post.
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